So I'm thinking, what better way to procrastinate than to add random pictures that I've drawn on tegaki over the past 3 months using my tablet? Admittedly there isn't much...
(  doodles of a different kind... lies> <a href= ) Plus, my physics assignment! ( Read more... )

I mean, why not? Its my journal after all.xD






I wonder if deep down inside, I'm actually a twisted psychopath hiding under a facade of innocence. Mmmmmm.

Random ramblings :

I've discovered a disturbing tendency of mine to second-guess myself in everything to do. I wonder if this is a psychological manifestation of the HORRIBLE in-class bio essay exam that I had to do a few weeks ago. I think it has impacted my psyche so tremendously that I feel doubtful of the quality of my work and this causes me to procrastinate even further.

Sigh.

Everything culminated into one great giant messy ball of humiliation which twisted its way out of my gut and into my brain last Friday when I failed to submit a draft for my Art writing assignment. The worst part was when the HOD (head of department) called on those who did not hand in a draft and proceeded to tell me publicly that she was disappointed in me especially since I am at the top of the cohort. Buuuuuuh. Ironically, it provided the fuel for my current art assignment in all its gory beauty.xDDDDDD

I think I'm peace now. My art teacher pulled me aside and proceeded to talk to me and got me sorted out a bit. About how she understands why I procrastinate - the whole living along thing and doing all the science subjects ( toughies!) plus a subject which focuses a lot on making tasks. She told me that I shouldn't be comparing myself to other students who do the same work and do better because they have the luxury of having their parents cook, clean and transport them to and fro from school. I don't really find it that much of a bother, to be honest, living without my parents. I don't think its really impacted my schoolwork much except during exam times ( we have terrible diets then xD) but I think I've been coping just fine.

I feel so bloody guilty for not doing as much work as I should and I know that it's mostly due to my bad habits.

I don't feel so bad now. Got back my art essay draft with the word EXCELLENT over it. It means, NO CHANGES NEED, YEAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH. Gosh, I sound so boastful here. @__________@ I think I'm going to try my best to stay at the top ; I'm definitely not letting my post go, even though my art captain seems to have gotten into her groove this term, BUT I SHALL NOT LET IT GO. xDDDD WATCH OUT!

What I find ridiculously cool right now :

1. The Dan Radcliffe/ Rupert Grint interview with that amazing Japanese fan cum reporter.

2. The fact that my copy of the Hetalia calendar came yesterday ( its so gorgeous akhaskghdgsdlfkghdsfkj)

3. That the Maru Kaite Chikyuu versions for both France and America have come out. 8DDDDDDD

4. That my President ( from my play of course! ) is an amazing trooper and delivers her lines with such magnificent aplomb that I can't help but fangirl over her. <33333333333

5. And there's a nutfight in the play. 8DDDDDD

Also found out my rankings for some subjects :

Physics : HA2 - I actually moved up an entire grade!

Bio : HA7 - I can improve, I know I can!

Chem - HA 7 - Same same

Art - VHA 8 Top of the cohort, YEA. 8D

UMAT status - Average. Still need to work on my logic and reasoning skills ( section 1) Bah, 5 more days! ><;;;;;;;;;

Also, I should probably get to bed earlier, I've been clocking in at 12.30-1 am in the morning and waking up at 6.45 as of late. No, GOOD. xD

I'm feeling extremely overwhelmed by the work I'll have to accomplish this term and I'm not doing enough to lighten that load. =/ I know that I'll have to do extra in order to finish everything, but I can't bring myself to do that! Is it an inherent trait within myself to overly procrastinate at the worse possible times? =w=

Another make-shift to do list.

-UMAT ( 29.7.09)
-Maths Curve sketching test
- bio research + in class essay + genetics homework
- art essay research
- art body of work
- physics + chem revision ( hw)
- english play
-english column, expository essay + exhibit ( later in the month)
-QCS
- block exam


And all this in 10 weeks. Am currently in my second week. How on earth will I cope? My laptop will also be travelling to Toowoomba for one month so I'll have to add the LTP picture to my to-do list before this week is over. Sigh.


ALSO, omg, formal dress shopping + uni applications- WHAT AM I GOING TO DO???? @________@

I don't really mind posting my RL stuff anymore; no one reads it anyway. xD

Whoot! Two assignments down, and one to go! Actually, two more, but I digress. Tonight was the Oaktree Foundation's fund-raising party, and I, being the unsociable otaku I am decided not to go even though it promised to be a fun-packed evening filled with Guitar Hero, PS3 and food. All for the measly price of 6 dollars. Ah well, spent my time catching up on some needed sleep.

And now, it is currently 12.36 am and I've just spent roughly 2 hours ever since I woke up from my nap to surf the net and watch Ben 10: Alien Force. I blame demitasse-lover's amazing Bevin comics. Oh dear, I get obsesssed too easily. Almost too easily in fact. Sigh.

Bought a lot of Korean snacks to, well, snack on. We really haven't got anything in way of substantial nutrition which does NOT require any form of cooking. Ah, the joys of living alone. Its times like these which make me homesick. Am all aloooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooone. I want my mum! My dad! I don't wanna live alooooooooooooooooone anymoooooooooooooooooooooooore. xDDDDDDDD

Beh, its not as traumatic as it seems. Beeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeh.Nyaaaaaaaaa, I just wanna live a free life~ Meh~

For some weird reason, my younger sister and I have started sleeping in the living room. Its quite an experience; all we have to do is drag our mattresses out and just camp there. I luffs eet~ Its really convenient too. xD

On another note. Sever = severe? Pronounciation is the same apparently. Much confusion indeed! Argued with Julie on this for a bit. ITS SEVER DAMNIT!

Back to maths now~ Or starting maths at the very least. Guh.

Another note : My journal sentences seem to consist of disconnected prose, very unlike to my usual long, rambling english sentences at school. Weird much?

Araraearararara~ Today I'm staying home from school in order to try and finish 2 of my assignments ( English and Physics respectively). I'm going to try and update Twitter style for this post! ;D

Started work at 7.15 a.m...

(  About 4 hours later... )

This format is actually quite fun to play with. Might consider for future use? Hmmmmmmmmmmmm~ Ah well. Bonne nuit~ ( I scored as France for my Facebook Hetalia quiz. There is a lot of wth going on right now. xDDDDDDDDDDDD)

ICON MEMEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE~

Apparently if you reply to this post I have to pick 6 of your icons and you will have to do this meme in return. Its entirely optional of course~ ;D

1.


CANADAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA~ Probably my current favourite moe character from Hetalia for the sheer fact that he's adorable, is neglected by his brother and is so wonderfully awesome that he deserves all love the Hetalia community gives him. That and this icon is cute. I want to go to Canada now. XDDDDDDDDDDD

2.

My default stalking icon courtesy of Gundam 00. Hong Long will keeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeel you with his awesome kung fu fighting skills. XD R.I.P Hong Long.

3.

Lavi from D. Gray man. Once upon a time ( this January actually) I discovered that I really liked to make icons and I discovered that I could make pretty decent icons with my doodles. Hence, Lavi. XD

4.

NARUTOOOOOOOOOOO from a Konoha Gakuen-style WiP that I feel that I will never finish. XD My colouring suxxors. XD

5.

Nuff' said. Pineapples are the sexiest fruit on the planet. Kufufuufufufuffufufufufufufufufufufuufuffuufufufufufufufuuffuufu~


6.

Tieria from Gundam 00~ My obsession at one point of time and the whole reason I started watching Gundam in the first place. My favourite trap~ I love him soooooooo much. Even more so after the finale. XD

Have some music~ XD Songs I really like at the moment.

1. Life - ZUSHI
http://www.box.net/shared/36chmb18u5

2. Konayuki - Remiromen
http://www.box.net/shared/ocqrre4o3g

3. Fat na Kare -GO!GO!7188 ( one of the crackiest songs ever, I swear. HAMBURGERS???? XD)
http://www.box.net/shared/afrlkkn2it


Awesome MADS. @_______@




MWAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA


On another note, EPISODE 12. THE MARRIAGE PROPOSAL. THE CLEANING OUT THE STORAGE STRIPS. ITS BEEYOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOTIFUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUL. @____________@

Must commence fangirling after homework. I should post up my Supanova spoils as well shouldn't I? And Gundam. Oh Gundam. WHY MUST YOU END THAT WAAAAAAY????????

Tsunderekko (Harsh Outside-Gentle Inside)
[ ] You come off as sort of aloof to other people.
[ ] In public, you intentionally refrain from showing much weakness.
[ ] You have a secret obsession with something cute.
[ ] You pretend that you hate your crush even though you really love him/her.
[ ] You blush when people point out your sensitivites.
[ ] You blush when people tell sexual jokes.
Total: 0


Yanderekko (Gentle Outside-Harsh Inside)
[x] You’re very sweet and kind in public. (a bit too sweet and kind)
[ ] When romance becomes a topic of discussion, people say your personality changes drastically.
[ ] You know some sort of martial art, swordplay, or otherwise.
[ ] You have a crush who you’d literally kill for.
[ ] You have a pet-peeve that makes you snap.
[ ] Bipolar?
Total: 1

Meganekko (Girl-with-Glasses Character)
[x] You have glasses
[x] You can sometimes be clumsy, ditzy, or absent-minded.
[x ] You are always very polite in your speech.
[x] You are fairly intelligent in some field.
[ ] You take discipline seriously.
[x] You have some sort of fetish for something (lol)
Total: 5

Tsukkomi (Angry Guy)
[ ] You have a friend who often makes dumb or embarrasssing remarks.
[x] You smack/beat up this friend in some way.
[x ] You do your best to maintain a calm facade, only to be thwarted by this friend.
[ ] If you & your friend were a yin-yang, you’d be the “yang”.
[ ] You swear a lot.
[ ] You try to bring out the more serious side of your ridiculous friend.
Total: 2

Boke (Dumb Guy)
[x] You often make silly or embarrassing comments.
[ ] You like annoying the heck out of your best friend.
[ ] You often get beaten up by your friend in some way, but you take it in good stride.
[ ] If you & your friend were a yin-yang, you’d be the “yin”.
[x] You are normally very laidback and carefree.
[x ] You try to bring out the happier side of your angry friend.
Total: 3

Nadeshiko (Perfect Wife)
[x ] You are always, almost overly polite.
[x] You love traditional Japanese culture.
[ ] You often wear either a kimono, yukata (summer cotton kimono), or apron.
[x ] You’re an excellent cook.
[x] You are hardly ever angry.
[ ] You have really long hair.
Total: 4

Tomboy Character
[x] You feel comfortable in boy’s clothing.
[x] You have short hair ( its shoulder length now though)
[ ] You have a crush whom you act friendly with rather than romantically.
[ ] You are really good at sport/s.
[x ] You are admired by girls and boys for your talents, though you’re sort of in denial.
[ ] You show your girly features on rare occasions.
Total: 4

Sexy Character
[ ] Your bust/package is...formidable.
[x] You like making sexual innuendos.(LOL)
[ ] You encourage trips to the beach, pool, or onsen
[ ] There are some sexual things that you are ignorant to or need explained to you.
[ ] You’re an expert cosplayer.
[ ] You like the taste of alcohol.
Total: 1

And at last...Lolita/Shota Character
[x ] You like sweets or chocolate.
[x] You adore cute things and/or the word “kawaii”.
[ ] You use Japanese suffixes like “-chan,” “-tan,” “-sempai,” etc...
[x] You add unnecessary suffixes to the ends of your sentences, like “nyo,” “nyu,” “un,” etc...(gah, this fits me to a tee)
[x] You are considered gullible or naive.
[ ] You have a tall/powerful friend who protects you.
Total: 4


So.... Meganekko, Yamato Nadeshiko and a Lolita/Shota Character?

....
Interesting. XD

THIS AMAZINGLY CUTE IMAGE DOES NOT BELONG TO ME BUT I WISH IT DID SO THAT I COULD CUDDLE IT FOREVER AND EVER AND EVERRRRRRRRR.





I find that I really can't bring myself to study whatsoever and have thus wasted most of my time doing useless things. Which, currently, right now, is seeing how accurately I can type without looking at the keyboard. Which is pretty darn accurate if I do say so myself. 8D

This includes, but is not limited to :

Surfing the Hetalia comm incessantly.

Reading unnecessary things ( discussions, fic, etc.)

Looking at Youtube vids. ( major sigh)

Drawing Hetalia ( seriously, can you guess what's on my brain now????)

I really need to get off my ass and start work. SIGH.


On the other hand, I've picked up a new anime~ Natsume Yuujinchou probably has one of the coolest magical sequences ever~ <333333333333 Plus, Natsume's quite easy on the eyes. 8D Nyanko too. Mweeheeheee. PLUS, he's voiced by Kamiya Hiroshi(TIERIAAAAAAA - I need to watch that too! ;A;)

I think I ship America x Canada, oh God. 0A0






Image colouring~ Gah, I love this artist. @_________@ My love for Canada went up by 1000% --> http://afmountain.boo.jp/frame01.htm


Especially with that baby Canada in the top. *dies*
I think I'm getting better at colouring. XDDD
Now I really want to buy some of the doujinshi listed at ---> The Little Nook:静寂の部屋 - The Nook's 2009 Doujinshi Sale: "Gently-Used" Doujinshi (Hetalia A-F)

Ack, but I should save up for something more useful instead. Like UMAT. Or the senior jersey. Or a tablet.

Or a new brain.


Hmmmmmm.

At this rate, both my subscriptions are going to go to waste. >> A hiatus is inevitable.

OH, and I think I would die if any more HRE x Chibitalia angst resurfaced. ;w; Like this ->  http://community.livejournal.com/hetalia/1029817.html#cutid2

and this -> http://community.livejournal.com/hetalia/1021521.html

Sigh, as TVTropes denotes, it is well on its way on being one of my favourite Toy Ships.   m(_ _)m;;

On a lighter note, I'm glad that someone is finally posting up translations and providing downloads for some of my absolute favourite UkxJapan videos ever. XD

Naruto

        Art by tsuki_te_siren for Adi's birthday~~~~ XDD



Hetalia



All resources are from Deviantart. Now I just need to find the people who made them. @_________@

Naruto (c) Masashi Kishimoto

Hetalia (c) Hidekaz Himaruya






Oh, and I've turned 17.

XDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

WILL MAKE B-DAY POST SOON. XDDDDDDDDDD

I love making icons. @____________________@

Naruto


SasuNaruSasu ftw~

Hetalia




Gundam 00




Katekyo Hitman Reborn


D.Gray Man

 
All art by a.k.a Me

DO NOT REUSE WITHOUT PERMISSION. @_____________@

Resources from DA

MWAAHAHAHAHHAA

MUST DO HOMEWORK. MUST STOP PROCRASTINATING. @___________________@

I've been overcome by the phenomenon that is Hetalia and I am proud to say that I draw fanart for it. *headdesk* Photoshop is aweeeeeeeeeeesome~ For some weird reason, I ship UK x Japan. WHY? Then again, its like KHR, everyone x everyone is amazing too~ XDDDDDDD

(  Individual: US x Japan x UK is like my ideal sandwich )

( We have chibis here )

(  Any pairings? Just one. More to come in the future )

(  An Opus  )

Icons






I want to make an animated one. Wheeeeeeeeeheeeeeeeee~

I think they look pretty cool.

My first attempt at iconing? 2 1/2 hours of work! WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOT.

Sigh.

I need a scanner fast. =/

Source image --> http://ryuusei-illusion.deviantart.com/art/d-e-t-e-r-m-i-n-a-t-i-o-n-90124801

Which country are you? Your Result: United Kingdom   You like to remain always diplomatically concentrated and constantly protect your interests. Your economy is a booming financial centre and you maintain a National Health Service.
United States
Germany
France
Switzerland
Russia
China
Which country are you? Quiz Created on GoToQuiz

Awesome. XDDDD

I need more UK x Japan kthxbai~

My current fandoms/obsessions.

I never thought the day would come when I would finally catch up to the current episodes of Gundam. Now that I have, I suddenly feel a great wave of anticipation for the new episodes!

I absolutely adore the Innovators and Papa Bear! XD My mind is now caught up in multiple Innovators x Tieria fantasies. ( FANART !!!!) *spazzes*

As of now, I still can't help but laugh at their 'creative' names *dies*. Must wait for subbed MKV's. *glares* Amazingly enough, have co-erced my older sister to watch with me. AWESOME.

Towards the Terra - WHY ISN'T THERE A BIGGER FANDOM FOR THIS SHOW? ;W; I hate crimsonrosemina for tellng me about this show because its absolutely FABULOUS! *is working on a Soldier Blue fanart* The dynamics and plot of the show is so engrossing! GWAHAHAHHA.


The fandom is so small though. =/

(  Towards the Terra )



Variation of favourite scene. More of this is needed. XD JOMY x BLUE. AHSLKHKGHKA

(  Innovators~~~~ )

http://cgi.ebay.com.my/ws/eBayISAPI.dll?ViewItem&item=400012841728

I want this artbook so badly now. ;w;

Must get a scanner soon to scan all my fanart. Have such a huge backlog of Tieria fanart that its not funny anymore. =w=

Especially of him.

In a dress.


XDDDDDDDDDD

(  Jave and I had Msn Lulz )
Need to start writing my public speaking speech.

Plus a million other things to do. XDDDDDDDDDDD

On my watching list :
1. Gundam 00 S2
2. Towards the Terra ( Both of these are highly recommended. Why so much sci-fi???)
3.Soul Eater
4.Gundam Wing
5.Gundam Seed.

Seriously. Gundam? =/


And that's eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeet~

My dad's going to arrive from the airport any minute now!

The excitement is building! XDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

On the whole, the house is now furnished, my whole family's here in Australia with me and I've finally gotten my lazy butt off the anime watching cushion and have plopped it onto the drawing chair.

LET'S DO THIS!